Music

I adore good music. I love to discover new bands and if I find a song I truly click with, I have been known to play it on repeat obsessively. So I knew things were bad this past year when the music I loved became way too painful to listen to. Every song I heard reminded me of the pain I was in. The only station I could listen to was KLOVE as it kept me focused on my faith and not the situation that I was in. Over the past 2 months I have finally come out of my shell and I am back to listening to music; all kinds of music. The best part about it now is that none of the songs remind me of him. They have started taking on new associations about new experiences that I am having. I have said to friends that I need to write down my soundtrack of my life over the last year as it really tells the story of where I have been. So today I am going to start doing just that. I will post it here when it is complete.